expanded awareness experience was on this special night of power), I stayed
in prayer the entire day of the winter 1997. Many wonderful experiences
and truths were revealed again. I would like to share one of those
experiences with you. As I was sending healing energy to our planet and the
wandering people who inhabit this planet, I was suddenly standing before a
GOLDEN DOOR. As I looked around, I knew that this was significant, yet there
was no doorknob or anything else which would allow me to enter this GOLDEN
DOOR. I was searching for an answer within myself, when I saw a symbol
floating in front of my mind's eye. I reached out and grabbed this symbol
and it was like its' light was being directed on the palm of my hand. As I
placed the palm of my hand
against the GOLDEN DOOR, it opened. The GOLDEN DOOR opened and I was
transported through. It seemed like the door swung open as I visually
looked at it, but what really happened (I realized later) was that it became
liquid and I just merely walked through it. Having gained my entrance, I
realized that I was standing in a long hallway. I was deep inside the
earth, yet there was light coming from somewhere. The hallway was arched
overhead and about every 20 feet there was a rib of light following the
contours of the hallway. There was no light source visible, just this thin
line of penetrating light. The light was bluish....not really blue.....but
with a blue tint. The hallway was made of white rock which looked like it
had Fool's Gold running through it. There were beautiful veins of this
GOLDEN MATERIAL which was set in this whitest of white rock. The edges were
smooth. The floor was made of a sand-like dirt which kind of swirled
around. It did not stand still. It was in constant motion and which almost
made you dizzy. I wondered if it would hold me up as I took my first
nebulous step forward down this hallway. As I walked down this hallway, I
was wondering to myself what I was going to find. I felt excited and I
could feel my own pulse. One of the signals I get when the SERAPHIM are
close by is a fluttering of my heart and then I feel a breeze and fluttering
of wings. I was having this feeling as I walked down the hallway and, so, I
relaxed because I have total TRUST in the seraphim who have shared so many
mysteries with me. I could see an end to the hallway and three arched
entrances which were strangely dark, considering that the hallway was so
light. As I stood before these three arched entrances, I could not see a
thing beyond the entrance. However, I could feel the essences of something
inside. Then, a voice said, "CHOOSE WISELY which doorway you will enter."
As I contemplated which doorway to enter, the voice again said, "Astrea,
your symbols are the answers to ALL TRUTH. By placing a symbol of your
choosing before each doorway, the TRUTH of the contents will be revealed to
you." So, I chose a symbol which I held in my mind's eye and as I stood
in front of each door, it revealed its' contents to me. I am not permitted
to tell you, the reader, the symbols which were used, nor am I allowed to
tell you the contents of each doorway. These are things which are
individual for each person and entry is gained through MASTERY of symbols
and their spiritual meanings. As I walked through the doorway, the
interior lit up as if someone had switched on a light. What I saw was a
cave which was breathtaking. The floor of the cave was made of some kind of
a green stone and it was very smooth. The ceiling was covered with
down-thrusting crystals, hundreds of them. I thought to myself, I wonder why
they are silent and then I wondered why I thought that. Who has ever used
the term silent in relationship to a crystal. This was very curious to me.
Next, I focused on the center of the cave, where there was a tiered podium.
It consisted of three circular pedestals, each one getting smaller, kind of
like a wedding cake. It was made of the purest of white stone. Directly
in the center of the top smaller circle, there was a crystal which looked as
if it came up and through this three-tiered pedestal and then exited through
the roof of the cave. I wondered to myself where the crystal ends, because
you just seem to know that it ends at a place of importance. As I
approach this center three-tiered podium and crystal, the crystal becomes
luminous and golden stardust-like particles are circulating throughout this
crystal. I wondered then if it was glass and not a crystal, but as I touched
it I knew that it was a crystal. As I touched the crystal shaft, a
laser-like beam shot to one of the down-hanging crystals. I was then thrown
into a lifetime experience in which I had gained compassion. As I came out
of this experience, I was emotionally raw and I could feel a new alignment
in my body. I was trying to gain my composure when the voice inside of me
said, "Regain as many lifetimes as you are comfortable with by touching the
crystal. You have gained entrance into the CAVE OF REMEMBRANCE and this is a
gift that each soul gives to itself when they are ready to REMEMBER." At
this point, I was shaking and feeling very unsteady. I was thinking to
myself that I had spent this entire lifetime searching for this kind of
information and that I wasn't going to wimp out now. So, I reached out and
touched the crystal again. Another laser beam shot to a different crystal
and I was again transported to a lifetime experience. This lifetime
experience was the one in which I gained the knowledge of being a priestess.
A lifetime where I penetrated to some of the
mysterious workings of the spiritual realm. This was a lifetime where I was
happy and peaceful. The entire lifetime was spent alone in solitary
contemplation and in gaining mastery over the elements. Yet, the sadness of
this lifetime was the lack of interaction. There was minimal interaction
with the town's people, as they came to receive spiritual help and healing,
but it was, otherwise, a solitary existence. I spent quite some time in
the CAVE OF REMEMBRANCE and I retrieved nine lifetimes. Several of which were
off planet. One lifetime was spent without a body and totally in the realm
of mind. This was the lifetime which has given me the gift of the symbolic
LANGUAGE OF LIGHT. This lifetime was the one in which I was the closest to
the CREATOR and the ANGELIC REALM. A magnificent experience. When I left
the cave and reentered the hallway, I knew that I could return anytime I
wanted to retrieve more lifetime information. The symbols which activate
the CAVE OF REMEMBRANCE are contained within the alphabet for the LANGUAGE OF
LIGHT. When I had recovered from my experience and as I was reliving it,
I had the feeling that this cave was somewhat like a computer, in that, it
was reset by each soul who entered. The CAVE OF REMEMBRANCE is the gift
your soul gives to you when you are ready. The lifetimes, themselves, are
not important. It is the acquired mastery which is gained in those
lifetimes. Many lifetimes that each of us have had are not significant at
all, because we haven't made progress in every lifetime. I will return
again to the CAVE OF REMEMBRANCE to pick up more soul knowledge, but I won't
do this again until next year. Our electrical body is a fine-tuned
instrument which carries a resonant tone and we can certainly over-amp
ourselves if we rush these kind of experiences. Perhaps this will be part
of my Winter Solstice experience each year and, as such, will become another
tool for my own MASTERY. I hope that each person who reads this
experience will find this CAVE OF REMEMBRANCE for themselves. A special
cave for a special time and, of course, a special people who are trying to
change the future of life on planet earth.
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