Thumped,
I have second thoughts responding to your latest email; I have sympathy for
you, I know we are all human, therefore we make mistakes, but give it a break
bro'.
There are other ways to see if a site is real; watch it for a while, etc. If
you are serious to see what the people here are made of, just "chill-out,"
read the messages for a couple of weeks or so, and then decide if you like
the site. Why be self-destructive, lose credibility by shooting yourself in
the foot talking about something foolish like drug dealing to make money?
Mike (NYC)